The breeze wrapping around me like an icy cold hug

My fingers slowly kneading at the sand

Your ashes floating in the waves

The place that brings me close to you

A strange, unfamiliar feeling

The little girl inside me yearning for her daddy

Why did you leave me.

My head spinning

Why didn’t you fight for me?

Did you ever love me?

Was I bad?

I was never good enough

Tears fall down my cheeks

The tightening feeling in my chest

My body full of grief

Why did you choose to die?

Did you hate us that much?

Was it me?

These are my thoughts by the sea

Unanswered questions

A broken little girl