I want to sing but my voice cracks,

I want to dance but I have two left feet.

I want to read but I can’t sit still,

I want to sleep but my brain won’t be quiet.

I want to write but I don’t know where to start,

I want to cook but I can’t use the oven,

I want to run but I run out of breath immediately,

I want to sleep but my brain won’t be quiet.

I want to be alone but I don’t want to be lonely,

I want friends but I don’t want to go out,

I want to find love but I’m scared,

I want to sleep but my brain won’t be quiet.

If I run and fall, will I be able to get up again?

If I take a leap of faith, will I be able to handle the failure?

I want to be brave but I can’t.

I want to sleep but my brain won’t be quiet.