If wishes fell like rain, then Certainly I am a storm I am a dreamer Big dreams Little dreams Wishes upon wishes I stare upon a moon I wish for gold I wish for happiness I wish to be ok, Oh how I wish my wishes come true A never-ending paradox of wishes My mind is always wondering I wish I could be normal My hopes are always dashed, I wish I could be happy, I have forgotten what happiness feels like, Numb to the world, numb to reality, I wish I could feel again, Pain being the only reminder that I am real, I wish….I wish…. I work hard, yet I get no joy I help people, yet I get no joy I laugh, yet I get no joy I wish I could just be ok I wish I could be happy I wish upon the tomb of my despair, That my fractured memory be erased My abused mind to shut down I wish to be myself again I wish to be able to dream at night again, I wish to run and play again I wish to see myself in the mirror I have felt the pain of a thousand lives And yet it’s all in my head I wish to be me again I wish….