If wishes fell like rain, then Certainly I am a storm

I am a dreamer

Big dreams

Little dreams

Wishes upon wishes

I stare upon a moon

I wish for gold

I wish for happiness

I wish to be ok,

Oh how I wish my wishes come true

A never-ending paradox of wishes

My mind is always wondering

I wish I could be normal

My hopes are always dashed,

I wish I could be happy,

I have forgotten what happiness feels like,

Numb to the world, numb to reality,

I wish I could feel again,

Pain being the only reminder that I am real,

I wish….I wish….

I work hard, yet I get no joy

I help people, yet I get no joy

I laugh, yet I get no joy

I wish I could just be ok

I wish I could be happy

I wish upon the tomb of my despair,

That my fractured memory be erased

My abused mind to shut down

I wish to be myself again

I wish to be able to dream at night again,

I wish to run and play again

I wish to see myself in the mirror

I have felt the pain of a thousand lives

And yet it’s all in my head

I wish to be me again

I wish….