My life is a fairytale and I’m the villain When things go wrong I’m the cause of it Others don’t really know me How could they when I don’t know myself I sit here in rain next to my friend who is gone physically The have gone up to the clouds Thy who goes up to the clouds become the rain Soon this rain will be me too For as I only can hope the world will let me go Because for me wishes don’t come true I make a wish everyday that the people I hurt will hurt me by ending my suffering I wish this everyday If wishes fell like rain, I would be a storm.