So this is what “normal” people feel

It makes me feel angry

It makes me feel sad

It makes me feel pity for myself

What I missed out when I was tuning myself out of this world

I just wanted to feel happy

It felt like chasing a bus that departed its stop

Even though I swear it wasn’t there the whole time I was waiting

Now that I have it

All it took was a pill

I’m no longer numb