authors note: currently writing this at like 12:00am so don’t be surprised if literally none of this makes sense🙃💜****

I can’t feel my feet Or my hands Or my face But most concerning of all Is the fact that my heart Is colder than an Oklahoma fall

I think I’ve forgotten What having feelings feels like It’s been so long And I’ve been so tired I’ve lost everything That I have once loved and admired

Once you have been as cold as me For as long as I have You too will understand That after so long Of feeling nothing at all You get pretty good At faking being warm

You get good At pretending That you are not alone And after freezing for so long Your ice cold water Feels much warmer Than nothing at all