I tried to tempt my madness I tried to quiet my heart . I tried to tape my self together hoping I wouldn’t fall apart. I couldn’t help but think and think again . And overthink til my brain gave in . I tried to humble myself and wallow away the minutes . But I still cannot stop even as I write this very sentence. So I decided even if I cry I am still strong . Even if I look like I gave up I can still go on. And even if I walked a hundred miles I can convince myself it hasn’t been that long.