I still think about you

It’s hard to lay you go knowing that you treated me right me, boy

It’s only the beginning of my heart healing.

I’m sorry if I let you down

I’m scared to get hurt again

So I push others way from me

I push my love ones away from me order to protect myself from getting hurt even more.

I know it sounds cruel

I’m only being cruel to be kind, but I know it hurts to be let down, but I only did in to protect myself.

But you did hurt me pretty because I thought we had something in our relationship.

I thought we had a future together.

But you said our relationship was getting dull.

And that hurt me you know

Because I didn’t think our relationship was dull.

I was thinking about you every single day and every single night.

But that probably doesn’t matter to you anyways

I’m still crying over you

My heart is still bleeding over for you

My heart still is beating, but shattered

I feel like a knife stabbed me in my soul