If only I trusted with you by my side our love will blossom.

Like a pure feather we would fly high above.

In the night the lights of our souls would brighten the sky.

When the darkness covers the edges of every corner of the earth.

Me and you will live through rocky rides.

Jumping through forests and fields.

If only I spoke with the truth as my guide.

Letting you know your world with me in it scares me so much. To tell you “honey I am terrified of letting you down”.

Putting holes through your royal heart is all I envisioned. Despite our deep, deep love. Fear kicked in at every turn.

Kneeling before you darling, asking you to be mine was the truth.

In the end holding on to that daunted me to the core. I know now the consequences of my cowardice act. Losing you so lightly lead me to a hollow state. Because if only I shared my fears, we wouldn’t be so far apart.