I need you here with me

But you give no guarantee

I need you by my side

But all you’ve done is lied

Why do I try so hard?

When you don’t care at all

I’m not okay. Not really

What have I done wrong?

I’ve been hiding the truth

Because I know you’d disprove

Every time I grow stronger

You start feeling bitter

Why do you try so hard?

To stop me from smiling

It’s not okay. Not really

Nothing. I’ve done nothing wrong.

I’m different than when you found me

I’m choosing to be happy

It’s more difficult and scary

Than anything I’ve done before

But I’m trying my hardest

To escape all this

So why is everyone I know

Plaguing me with doubts

They say it’s not okay. Not really

That what I did, what I had to do, was wrong

I don’t need you anymore

To find my own strength

I’m working hard, yes

For myself and for no one else

In the end when I snapped

I found a will I didn’t know I had

It’s hard

So, so hard

But it’ll be okay. Really

Because now I know you are the only one

Who has done something wrong