Stream Of Consciousness
No streak!
Just monkeys on typewriters stumbling Shakespeare by accident!
Do they go insane trying to find him again?
I write and I write and I write
And I think and I think and I think
Appear and disappear
Until my friends think I don’t care
Or they think I’m mad
I don’t care and I do what I want
But then what I want is influenced
By choosing to care
And then I wonder if I care about what I want
Because that leads people to expectations
I neither expect the worst
Nor the best
I expect nothing and therefore always have surprise
I surprise myself every time I’m right
When I don’t want to be
Pattern recognitions power
Be damned with foresight
Hindsight’s blinder twin,
Usually
I usually don’t go this far
Or commit to things
Commit to myself
Prove to myself being trapped today
fruitless to forever
Aware of the prison to my own brain’s design
Designing was more of Hannibal’s ‘will’,
But I’m fine to let the media bleed into my
Life and being, I care for media
I’m tired and this helped when I didn’t expect it
Surprise surprise, that’s not unusual
I think I’ll let myself rest, though it’s unearned