Every day seems the same. Nothing new, nothing gained. Every second passes fast, I wonder how much longer I’ll last. My heart beats slow inside chest, The hospital told me I just need rest. But as I sit, staring at the wall, I don’t think it’s even worth it at all. I hope I won’t always feel like this, Like everything is just pointless. But I guess for now I’ll have to cope, Though everyone tells me to give up hope. It isn’t worth it anyways, I only wonder how many more days, Hopefully it won’t be much longer, So what’s up ahead I’ll no longer ponder. Everyone tells me my life has a plan, But is it working? I don’t understand. I’m clinging to any hope of new life, As I silently slip to the other side.