Every day seems the same.

Nothing new, nothing gained.

Every second passes fast,

I wonder how much longer I’ll last.

My heart beats slow inside chest,

The hospital told me I just need rest.

But as I sit, staring at the wall,

I don’t think it’s even worth it at all.

I hope I won’t always feel like this,

Like everything is just pointless.

But I guess for now I’ll have to cope,

Though everyone tells me to give up hope.

It isn’t worth it anyways,

I only wonder how many more days,

Hopefully it won’t be much longer,

So what’s up ahead I’ll no longer ponder.

Everyone tells me my life has a plan,

But is it working? I don’t understand.

I’m clinging to any hope of new life,

As I silently slip to the other side.