Pain is all I wanted. I wanted to feel something. No one was going to give me the opposite.

Love. I suppose love is all I wanted. I just wasn’t going to get it.

So i sought out pain. I knew it would give me a perspective on life.

Maybe I just wanted a change. Pain would do that for me.

Pain and love do seem like similar things though. I thought you would give me love and all I ended up with is pain.