I can never seem to sleep.

When I'm alone, there's nothing to silence the hurricane of thoughts in my head.

**You'll never be enough.**

_Why am I not enough?_

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**Nobody loves you.**__

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_Why does nobody love me?_

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I'm sitting up til sunrise, letting the circles under my eyes darken.

The monster isn't under my bed, but it rests upon it.

It doesn't think it's enough.

It doesn't think anyone loves it.

I am a monster.

I have scales and horns growing from my skin.

I have sharp pointy teeth.

I can no longer recognize myself in the mirror.

Sitting in bed, I am alone in my room.

Door shut tightly, might the monsters come.

_save me._