It's been months since we talked Yet I still have mixed feelings I overthink things yet I'm overthinking you I don't know how to trust you Again or if I need to let it go The feelings are numb And you're slowly fading away I try to forget you yet I can't It's December now and two days before a package shows up but I know who it's from Dad says I can open it but I choose to wait Mom says “Don't be sad it was nice of her to think of you.” Yet do I open it or just leave it to sit I don't know anymore It's just a package