It's been months since we talked

Yet I still have mixed feelings

I overthink things yet

I'm overthinking you

I don't know how to trust you

Again or if I need to let it go

The feelings are numb

And you're slowly fading away

I try to forget you yet I can't

It's December now and two days before a package shows up but I know who it's from

Dad says I can open it but I choose to wait

Mom says “Don't be sad it was nice of her to think of you.”

Yet do I open it or just leave it to sit

I don't know anymore

It's just a package