finding A Way
**I want to feel something—anything at all,**
**From endless words to tears that fall,**
**Once a river that carried my pain,**
**Now silent waters, dry and plain.**
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**The hardest battles, I’ve fought to the end,**
**Overcame, though it took all I could spend.**
**Yet here I stand, no tears to cry,**
**Numb in a world that’s passing by.**
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**Two stars above, watch over me still,**
**Souls I cherish, though they feel distant, still.**
**Lives I’ve lost, angels I’ve known,**
**Yet no tears for them, though I’m not alone.**
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**It’s as if I’m wrapped in hollowed walls,**
**A shadow that stumbles, trips, then falls.**
**Each day I wake to the same gray skies,**
**But no fire stirs behind these eyes.**
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**I long for the storms that raged before,**
**The waves that crashed, the heart that soared.**
**Now I drift in an empty sea,**
**Searching for any part of me.**
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