In the beginning, speaks volumes to me and describes my marriage. In the beginning in the Bible tells you of how the earth became like it is to day. Everything is always great in the beginning but those trees and leaves dies. The grass don’t always be as green and some of the very animals god mad no longer exist or you have to go deep into the earth just to see one. When I married Michael, he was everything I had hoped and prayed for. Romantic , spontaneous, funny and a great cook.He would the heavens and earth for me.I would just hear his name and couldn’t wait to rush home. And just like that it all began to fade away. I can’t even tell you when or why really all I know is the man I married has long gone and I can’t hardly recognize this one. It began one day when he left for work and didn’t tell me he loved me.Just as the words left my mouth dry from the lack of love he was out the door. I’d sit and cry until he come back.Feeling alone never having to feel that way. We will have a talk as soon as he gets home.My beginning would be when I feel a release of the pain I have been feeling from my marriage. I’d hear Michael laugh on the phone with others but as soon as I come in the room , he would get off the phone or seem like the laughter would stop. Was it me was I making him unhappy without doing anything.

“Honey, what’s wrong”

The words left my mouth one night before I had a chance to prepare.

“Nothing” and he goes back to watching t.v

“What happened to us. We were so happy now you barely talk to me. You have been home all night and the t.v has been your main focus

What do you want me to say.I just want to relax nothing is wrong.

Ok I cut the light off and lay down as tears falls out of my eyes

The next morning , I get up and Michaels gone. No goodbyes no I love your nothing.

Just like that my marriage is done.

When we met , we would stay on the phone for hours just talking about everything.

And just like that my marriage is done.