I get so weirdly obsessed over certain things

That trap me in my mind like Rapunzel’s tower

Constantly overthinking and stressing, it stings

Letting myself get anxious over everything hour after hour

And just being stuck at home, doing pnothing and being bored

Scared of failing, disappointing, and that bad things will occur

Thinking I will be resented, instead of adored

I know I am not really that secure

I can make myself obsess over things that I love

That keep me very focused and be as happy as I can be

Only stressing and thinking when I have to, having more control thereof

Letting myself enjoy life to a high degree

Always living it up and always trying

Looking at a brighter side to life, trying to be secure about everything