i see him all the time in my dreams

i feel like i know him from somewhere

from a timeline far away

a time where it didnt take so much effort to live

i follow him everywhere

no matter where i go

i follow him

unwilling

i pull back

i want to keep my dignity

isnt it clingy to chase after someone you no longer know?

even if you knew them at one point?

please come back to me

i want to feel your hair in my fingers

this wall that is blocking you from me

seems like it will never falter

i dont think it will ever come down

if only i were strong enough

if only a past me could have righted my wrongs

i will always find my way back to you

wherever it may be