my life it’s always been agitating and a never ending cycle . I push to say anything. I always feel rushed. My life has always been a nightmare. I can’t think of anything else that makes me happy,the way my father treats me the way my mother, abandoned me. It sucks, I can’t wait to see my grandma she’s my only hope my grandpa died last year to and I can’t wait to help my grandma be able to get through the sick place. Stress overwhelms me like a cloud of rain covering my city my life it’s really not how I hoped I dropped out of high school two years ago. Still living with my father has a 20 year old. I dropped out my senior year. I was bullied too much that I couldn’t really figure out how I could push myself. My head is basically a suicide thought every second I see my father I feel like I need to barf every time I think of my mother, I want to murder myself every night I hear my father fighting with my stepmom., about how I’m useless. how I look so much like my mother that I remind him of what a terrible person she was, that I was a disappointment I just can’t think of why he would do that to me I’m his daughter he want to call me his perfect. He’s only one who ever love I changed.