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Deep dive down

Down the scales

Sometimes I feel

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Pretty shitty

Pretty shitty in all

Fat

Fat

Fat

Doesn’t just saying it make you drip with disgust?

Doesn’t it just?

Fat people

Fat society

Fat

Fat

Me

But here I find my relief

In binge scrolls of stick girls

Of diets and plans and rants

And oh so beautiful words

Do it for…

Collar bones

Hips

Ribs

Tight skin

Thigh gap

Frail

Feather light

Walking on snow

Joints pointing out

Gaunt cheekbones

I don’t know why

When I’ve recovered

From my sickness

I want to gain another

I know it’s fucked up

I don’t want to be tired

But god look at those skeletons

So much prettier than me

Ana came

Whispered

In my ear

Just like

@???

@????????????

@????

@????????

Said

You want alive and fat?

Or pretty and dead?

Well

I’m

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#thinspo #proana #anorexia #diet #skinny #goals #wheightloss