You are the reason I hate water

You are the reason I’m scared of water

You are the reason I hate to look at water

As a child, I loved water I love to swim I love to play I love to splash

But now, whenever I feel water, I feel your touch on my arms, my hips, my voice, my leg, my thighs

Whenever I drown or choke on water

I can’t help but feel as if I’m back in the argument with you I am not allowed to speak

Whenever I look at water, reminds me of those blue pretty eyes that made me go blind and I find it hard to open my mouth when I can’t breathe

Because you did nothing but drown me

Whenever I’m with you, I feel like I’m in nothing but boiling hot water

In the farther, I stay with you, the more the water clogs my lungs

As I feel as my lungs give out, and I’m starting to turn blue and shiver and cry, because my life, he was nothing but a dice that was in the shape of an ice .