My hate for you swells beneath my skin.

Throbbing, making my bones vibrate.

Brewing beneath for years, spilling over now.

As I lay here in the dark, my dreams turn to you.

Not in the way one would imagine.

I dream of your demise.

In more ways than one.

I wish and pray, for your end.

For that would end this.

This state of my dismissal.

I question whether I blame you or myself.

How dare I let you in?

I digress.

Turning my thoughts.

However sharp, it turns back to you.

How dare you?

You selfish, reckless fool.

As my eyes grow heavy, I drift into reverie.

I lose myself once again, to you.

Waking with a jerk, promising not to allow you back in.