It had been a long time coming, but now I felt I could truly call myself the slayer of monster.

For years and years I had to tolerate the monster that betrayed my innocence. Not knowing how to deal with it I suffered for years. So many tears and outburst of anger, so many times taking my anger out others who didn’t deserve this unknown out of nowhere wrath of mine. This monster could not be tamed but only tolerated. This monster had stolen my childhood, but now just recently after waiting 38 years , this monsters darkness has come to the light, and now everyone I ever confided in and who didn’t believe my trauma can now see who this monster really is, I’ve waited patiently for 38 years for this light to shine, this light of truth is the only way to slay a monster so evil. From age of five until eleven this monster tortured me and destroyed my innocence and throughout the years of putting on a painful smile in order hide my feelings of guilt and to not expose the truth about this monster, the monster revealed himself. Now and only now do the people see the monster that I had to tolerate since the age of five up until the age of forty three, like I said I tolerated this monster for 38 years. The ones who never believed me now see my reality, my truth and my trauma. After 38 years of toleration I have truly slayed that evil disgusting monster with the help of being patient and with the ultimate help of my most best friend and ally Karma. This journey has been a painful and most confusing one but I continue to stay strong and to keep reaching for my dreams. My dreams are beautiful and someday my dreams will be my reality.