Why does my heart hurt…? Every time I think of him my heart begins to ache like when I couldn’t see him for a day or two. My heart no longer flutters with the idea of seeing him again, because I know I wont get to see him anymore… I knew I had to leave for my own safety. I knew I had to call for help before I got hurt and before he could hurt anyone else. I knew I had to do it! But… why does my heart hurt so much…? why do I yearn to see him again? Why do I yearn to see those mysterious brown eyes and that crooked smile of his? Yes there were the bad things like when he hit me and called me names when he was drunk, but… he’d always apologize and make me something nice. He always brought me on dates and took care of me. It was like a dream until night came! I can look over it… can’t I?