Also know that as we dive into the past we are both opening wounds don't think for a second it's not also deeply and scarringly painful for me as well.

When I've avoided such discussions in the past it's not the talk I'm evading rather it's the pain i don't want to feel. But if you want the wound to heal you gotta get it cleaned and in the cleaning the pain will reveal.

So there you have it, the hole and the rabbit

In your arms I found my home and I hugged it