It’s better to have loved and lost,

than to never have loved at all

I keep telling myself those words

But I feel I’m beginning to fall

Everything happens for a reason

they say it’s all in gods timing

I think it’s supposed to be comforting

But do they understand what that’s implying

God wanted her to die?

God meant for her family to suffer?

God gave her cancer?

God never intended for her to recover?

But they do not say those phrases

Those words are meant to be unspoken

Only thoughts and prayers are given

But my faith is already broken

Nothing happens for a reason

God has only one message to send

He does not care about your problems,

Because none of us will make it out alive in the end