I wasn't going to live that long anyway.

My future is not mine if your thinking for my everyline.

I want to be happy but I'm honestly hoping to die.

The sun in the sky couldn't care why, so why should I try to fly. My future is not mine.

Is this the answer you wanted when you asked about my future or is thus the thing you feard when you brought me here.

I would apologize but I'm not sorry.

I wish I was sorry but I'd be lying to you and you know how much I'd hate that too.

Can't I just lay here awhile, keep my smile, and just live the life that is mine.

I won't talk much if that will keep your smile on. Not that you need me, too just spent a lot of money on me.

Sorry.

I just want to float in my dark abis where all I can think about is this.

"Here lies the girl who wanted more for everyone but less for herself. She was beautiful but God was her laugh ugly and I hope that a God gives her, her wings because we all know how much she wanted to fly. How sad am I."