Every time I am near you, I feel like I can finally breathe.

But at the same time, the oxygen never fills my lungs.

I feel so much, but can only show so little.

Because now, now I am only one of many.

I cant help but be fearful of what's coming/

I dont want to lose you in the chaos of my feelings

Why, why right now and why you?

Why do I feel like you're the sun shining in my face, warming my heart.

Why are you the first person I feel comfortable around, why you and why right now?

I feel like my world is upside down, but it's right this way.

Why are you the first person where I can truly be myself, with all the emotions and feelings I have? Why does my life feel empty when you are not around?

I have this stupid smile on my face, a smile that I haven't had in so long. A smile that I never had until now.

This feeling is lightening up a fire in my heart, one that is not burning but rather warming.

Why does it feel like this with you/

I want to tell you that it's your fault, with your cute smile and big eyes and gentle touches;

I want to tell you that it's your fault, the way you talk and dress and act,

I want to tell you that it's your fault, the way you're passionate about the things you love, with your shy personality,

I want to tell you that it's your fault, because you never fail to make me laugh;

because of you I am all over the place.

and why/

why you and why right now?