I feel like I had the world with her

For a short amount of time.

Maybe it wasn’t real.

To her

But to me I loved it

Destroying my thoughts, my being

Was it even that much for you?

Did you feel like I felt?

I destroyed my life.

I took down everything.

Cut off people.

Became isolated.

I loved it though,

I did it to myself

Know your life was never destroyed

You can always rebuild

Love...

I’m numb to anyone else

I love the subject of sin

I don’t need to come find you

I see you everywhere

You belong to me.

I’m where you belong.

I need you to give me your body

I feel chills when I’m with you.

You feel hot, your souls burning

Our souls are burning together

I don’t need to come find you

I’m where you belong.

I need to swallow all your pain

While I take you

With me ...

Do want you want

You are so amazing

You came at the right time

Now you destroy me

But your love is so intoxicating

You make me want it

It’s whatever you want

I want to please you

You say things you dont mean

I want to say I’m never going back

Never going back

But I still love

Still love

I’ll try to love someone else

Your words cut me deeply

But your silence does more…

Never s...

I want to understand people

People make people complicated

Everyone deserves to

Be known

I want you to look at me

And understand

That I’m not here to hurt you

I want to know everything about you

From a distance.

That doesn’t mean getting attached

Just take what you want from me

In return

I want to know you

Everything. About. You.

I’m not the bad guy I promise

I’ll understand you

...

I don’t wanna be just a memory

I want to feel your heart racing

With you I’m lost in the breeze

I loved you like I’ve never ever loved somebody

I’ll give you things you never know you wanted

You needed.

Me....

You’ve even everything

You seen the most tender and valuable part of me

You mean the world to me

You make me my saddet

You make me the happiest

You make me want to disappear from the world and never know why

You

You

You

You

You it’s always you

I’m falling on my knees

Forgive me

I’m a fool...

We both have wounds

We love so hard until we break

We turn cold at the site of eachother

We once held love for one an other

We burned so bright

Until we crashed.

No one will ever see mine again

My scars are only for me

No one gets the vulnerability ever again…....

You make me feel

You make me feel anything

Everything

Stealing my peace of mind

Where are you when I need you?

I can’t find you

I need you

I’m searching for you to see me

My love is natural

Sensations.

You will always be my hiding place...

We love making memories

We fear of having FOMO

We want everything to be good and golden

Glutamate

Glutamate is a neurotransmitter that is realsed

When you make memories

You realease glutamate

When we have to much glutamate it is toxic

We can’t have anything forever

Learn to let go....

Alone

Alone at last

Peace and enjoyment fills me

My love for me

Is all mine

My all mine

Sitting out on the roof

Admiring life, the stillness

I keep me from going crazy

While I stare out enjoying my life

I gaze upon this golden afternoon sky, underneath the sky of crystal blue

I love living again…....