If only I had more time.

If only our souls can tear eachother apart

Just rebuild them together...

Needle piercing my skin

Warm blood dripping down

Organs, pink and functioning

Living

Piercing resurfacing to the thinnest layer of skin

Getting infected

Rejected

Organs shutting down, broken

And brown

Organs failing

Rejecting life

Hair prosperous and healthy.

Skin shining in the sun

Hair falling out and brittle

Skin crusty, cracking

Falling off...

( listen to the song lose it - oh wonder while reading)

I sink into the cool pool

Deeper

And deeper

Melodies play in my head

I can breath but my heart still beats

My shadows and everything around

Dances with me

The bubbles filling my ears

“Don’t you stop the music

Get into it won’t you dance with me”

I breath in, water filing my lungs

“Move your feet and feel it, in the space betwee...

You don’t see me

You don’t see how you’re affecting me

You don’t get me

Or even understand who I am as a person

The true me

It’s all about how you’re affecting me

Me

Me

Me

It floods my mind how you are to ME

I don’t remember

that your person

outside of me outside of my life

In a way

we are diminishing each other

and our experiences of life

We were never taught how to love

truly ...

I feel like I had the world with her

For a short amount of time.

Maybe it wasn’t real.

To her

But to me I loved it

Destroying my thoughts, my being

Was it even that much for you?

Did you feel like I felt?

I destroyed my life.

I took down everything.

Cut off people.

Became isolated.

I loved it though,

I did it to myself

Know your life was never destroyed

You can always rebuild

Love...

I’m numb to anyone else

I love the subject of sin

I don’t need to come find you

I see you everywhere

You belong to me.

I’m where you belong.

I need you to give me your body

I feel chills when I’m with you.

You feel hot, your souls burning

Our souls are burning together

I don’t need to come find you

I’m where you belong.

I need to swallow all your pain

While I take you

With me ...

Do want you want

You are so amazing

You came at the right time

Now you destroy me

But your love is so intoxicating

You make me want it

It’s whatever you want

I want to please you

You say things you dont mean

I want to say I’m never going back

Never going back

But I still love

Still love

I’ll try to love someone else

Your words cut me deeply

But your silence does more…

Never s...

I want to understand people

People make people complicated

Everyone deserves to

Be known

I want you to look at me

And understand

That I’m not here to hurt you

I want to know everything about you

From a distance.

That doesn’t mean getting attached

Just take what you want from me

In return

I want to know you

Everything. About. You.

I’m not the bad guy I promise

I’ll understand you

...

I don’t wanna be just a memory

I want to feel your heart racing

With you I’m lost in the breeze

I loved you like I’ve never ever loved somebody

I’ll give you things you never know you wanted

You needed.

Me....

You’ve even everything

You seen the most tender and valuable part of me

You mean the world to me

You make me my saddet

You make me the happiest

You make me want to disappear from the world and never know why

You

You

You

You

You it’s always you

I’m falling on my knees

Forgive me

I’m a fool...