I don't know why. I just couldn't help myself. I just had to find out more about this man. I knew it was wrong but something told me it was right.

So as I drove to meet up with him that night, I was excited. But nervous. And the ridiculous surge of the evolving emotions that fluttered around in my gut, was chaotic. I didn't really understand it. And I really didn't care that I didn't.

The many...

It’s been real hard

It’s been a nightmare

It’s been the most unrealistic feeling

That one has ever felt

And it’s endless

It never stops

It’s getting worse

When no one hears my pleas of help...