Aves C.T.M

Just a girl who’s finished university and hopes to infuse her turmoil into the words she writes

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Writings

Followers

Following

Aves C.T.M

Just a girl who’s finished university and hopes to infuse her turmoil into the words she writes

111

Writings

Followers

Following

the eve before days of shame - haiku

Aves C.T.M

1 min read

seduced to taste fruit,

ravenous hunger sated.

roughly- His love cracked...

ghost

Aves C.T.M

1 min read

i am those you love,

i am those you lost,

those you won’t give up,

no matter the cost.

i am those who hurt,

those who hurt you.

not to cause pain,

so you feel as we do.

those who flicker lights,

who closed the doors,

those you will grieve,

those you had adored.

those who you miss,

ones you pray for.

i am those you hold,

i, who left you torn.

we, who left you crying,

those who dug that hole.

th...

Poetry

following

Aves C.T.M

1 min read

feet in the earth

digging into mud

i need to learn

is this your love

clawing at dirt

down to six feet

heart stings to hurt

a hurt too deep

to see you again

a marvelous thing

this cannot end

this sweet yearning

nails bitten down

my fingers be empty

in this ghost town

clung to my body

a phantom misplaced

a haunting beauty

let me have a taste

i adore you truly

i will join you in p...

Poetry

Romance

sonnet - you left so easily

Aves C.T.M

1 min read

I’ll forever keep us in this moment

burned into my mind with the sweetest pain.

How could i forget you? It’d be torment

to hardly recall how we felt that day.

Drowned in your blue eyes, in those deep waters

I hold your memory that I savour.

Please, let me sink deeper in these tortures

without you i have lost my sole saviour.

Blinding lights yet I can only see you.

As the sun rose I panicked ...

Poetry

Romance

karma

Aves C.T.M

2 min read

I had two choices, offering possibilities littered with infinite concoctions of mistakes and successes. Could I live again with the karma I had collected in this lifetime, or forever be damned in those torturous seven levels.

I was but one man, my mind cursed with a limited understanding of what eternity was. Was there such a thing as never-ending pain? Would I eventually grow used to the weight...

Crime

the scars on our hearts

Aves C.T.M

1 min read

the scars on my heart

implanted in the brain

beat pumps blood clots

wicked like tooth decay

the scars on my heart

seeped deep inside

soul twisted sick bowl

out of belly bile climbs

the scars on my heart

constellations on arms

black mould beauty spots

adrenaline pounds alarms

the scars on our hearts

hearts be intertwined

burrowed in the darkness

even demons couldn’t find...

Poetry

Horror

RIP Liam Payne

Aves C.T.M

1 min read

i don’t know where i even begin writing something like this after the sudden passing of Liam Payne. just doesn’t feel appropriate for me. may he rest in peace...

sonnet - sweet angel

Aves C.T.M

1 min read

(1) when the stars align, know they do for you.

(2) the moon wanes, knowing it couldn’t compete,

(3) as you heavenly shine, so brightly- true.

(4)** i would be anything**, be your heart beat.

(5) you, my child, are my reason for living,

(6) two souls in one body, forever tethered.

(7) how could i live without you? dark thinking,

(8) it will not pass, forever together.

(9) i laboured for so lo...

Poetry

rose-tinted fog

Aves C.T.M

1 min read

cleavage hastily covered

keys between fingers

how the males hovered

hungry eyes lingered

scraping for the top

nail polish deep red

pulled to an abrupt stop

glass ceilings meet head

bodies pushed and pulled

toys for the violent dogs

beaten then lovingly called

eyes blinded in rose fog

choices given at their avail

a whisper of his power

blindingly chasing tails

forgetting when to cower

...

Poetry

Horror

inside

Aves C.T.M

1 min read

hands run down

press into fine threads

comfort

tranquility

sewn so mindless

eyes that scour

everywhere but below

useless

futile

meaningless windows

i will be loved

undressed by fingers

sure

sturdy

eyes do not linger

for my face is true

not the garbs i wear

inferior

unworthy

wild breaths in my hair

they will be thrown

discarded to floors

unfeeling

uncaring

drifting to new shores

...

Poetry

Romance