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Carve The Mark
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It wasn’t the words. It didn’t take words as we both watched the sky lighten, the dawn coming upon us like a sordid reminder of the end. He lit my gift cigarette with a care I hadn’t felt since another, one who had said the words too easily.
No this man, he was silent- all jokes and playful teasing. And as our cigarettes slowly breathed to butts I enjoyed the early morning birds singing. He had ...
I saw a pretty face
That convinced me
There would be more
Another story
He dressed so well
So my type
He was quite mysterious
His hands were nice
Oh he was in a band
He was lead singer
Then after a month
My light bringer
I couldn’t help but fall
For such an awkward smirk
He was quite cool
With a drink full of mirth
What a pretty face
Was his dad that handsome
He had to be for ...
It started with family
It began with friends
Born was a cycle
That will never end
Too hurt to cry
Body be numb
How else will they love
Unless I am dumb
Be blonde and brunette
600 calories a day
Maybe if I was skinny
They would like me more that way
Kiss too many to count
Let so many in
Make my lock easy to pick
Easily stabbed like a pin
Claw without a scratch
Draw blood but do...
Just one drink
It couldn’t hurt
Two drinks in
That’s not the worst
Three drinks in
I didn’t feel it
Four drinks in
The room’s spinning
Five drinks in
I start to cry
Six drinks in
The pain won’t bite
Seven drinks in
I hear the music
Eight drinks it
I start to lose it
Nine drinks in
Knocks on the door
Ten drinks in
Stuck to the floor
Eleven drinks in
He starts to worry...
You’ve caused me so much pain,
Yet the I love I feel for you blinds me of it!
I don’t think I will ever be the same,
A touch I’ll never feel, but will be missed.
Is there no one else I can blame?
Are we both at fault for me feeling this?
You kept your heart so tame,
How can I hurt from my heart’s bliss?
I have one picture- for it I have a frame,
I’ll see your face, remember that kiss?
...
“Hand it over, now!”
“What does this achieve?”
“A life of living”
“A life where you leave”
“So what if I leave?
Why do you care?”
“I care about you”
“Something I do not share”
“We’ve never been liars”
“We lie to ourselves”
“Better than hating”
“Hatred is our wealth”
“I will not hand it over”
“What does this prove?”
“That we can still fight”
“We always fight to lose”
“But that ca...
I cannot see the carpet,
All I see is the ceiling,
Do I even recall,
This room is like teething.
Uncomfortable and cramped,
Growing pains in their hinges,
Doors do creak softly,
Foot sticky, face cringes.
Eyes wince at big lights,
Musty, dusty and dark,
A reflection of my mind,
If I can’t cry, I’ll laugh.
Food packets are crumpled,
The bin overflowing,
Cups of coffee be stale,
So fatal t...
Lump in my throat,
Why do you form?
Is it a new necklace?
Anxiety to adorn.
Palms that sweat,
Why do you cry?
Sticky and contagious,
Fingers are tight.
I cannot speak,
Voice, where are you?
Words to spell out,
Stories ran through.
I am a failure,
Body be calm,
This is only a test,
No need for alarm.
But I will fail,
Family counts on me,
Mother, brother,
Is this what you need?
“All...
pull me from flames
oh precious soldier
destroy all evidence
of what i did to her
watch my sick smile
and know you did it too
that this crime is gone
hidden by me and you
let me continue
make my soul eternal
let sin wash away
in heat infernal
now i can carry on
and you can carry weight
you may despise me
it’ll be yourself to hate...
It is too far gone?
But not gone enough
Is there an expectancy?
A measurement of love?
Is it wrong? I ask
When hairs stand on end?
Not for a lover or stranger
But a kindness, a friend?
I mean I fell with a look
Dusted with powder blue eyes
They glanced over me
For once I was alive
It must be in my head
Or I will just suffer
For I can only be a companion
Not your heart beat or lover...