Aves C.T.M
Just a girl who’s finished university and hopes to infuse her turmoil into the words she writes
Aves C.T.M
Just a girl who’s finished university and hopes to infuse her turmoil into the words she writes
Just a girl who’s finished university and hopes to infuse her turmoil into the words she writes
Just a girl who’s finished university and hopes to infuse her turmoil into the words she writes
i am those you love,
i am those you lost,
those you won’t give up,
no matter the cost.
i am those who hurt,
those who hurt you.
not to cause pain,
so you feel as we do.
those who flicker lights,
who closed the doors,
those you will grieve,
those you had adored.
those who you miss,
ones you pray for.
i am those you hold,
i, who left you torn.
we, who left you crying,
those who dug that hole.
th...
feet in the earth
digging into mud
i need to learn
is this your love
clawing at dirt
down to six feet
heart stings to hurt
a hurt too deep
to see you again
a marvelous thing
this cannot end
this sweet yearning
nails bitten down
my fingers be empty
in this ghost town
clung to my body
a phantom misplaced
a haunting beauty
let me have a taste
i adore you truly
i will join you in p...
I’ll forever keep us in this moment
burned into my mind with the sweetest pain.
How could i forget you? It’d be torment
to hardly recall how we felt that day.
Drowned in your blue eyes, in those deep waters
I hold your memory that I savour.
Please, let me sink deeper in these tortures
without you i have lost my sole saviour.
Blinding lights yet I can only see you.
As the sun rose I panicked ...
I had two choices, offering possibilities littered with infinite concoctions of mistakes and successes. Could I live again with the karma I had collected in this lifetime, or forever be damned in those torturous seven levels.
I was but one man, my mind cursed with a limited understanding of what eternity was. Was there such a thing as never-ending pain? Would I eventually grow used to the weight...
the scars on my heart
implanted in the brain
beat pumps blood clots
wicked like tooth decay
the scars on my heart
seeped deep inside
soul twisted sick bowl
out of belly bile climbs
the scars on my heart
constellations on arms
black mould beauty spots
adrenaline pounds alarms
the scars on our hearts
hearts be intertwined
burrowed in the darkness
even demons couldn’t find...
(1) when the stars align, know they do for you.
(2) the moon wanes, knowing it couldn’t compete,
(3) as you heavenly shine, so brightly- true.
(4)** i would be anything**, be your heart beat.
(5) you, my child, are my reason for living,
(6) two souls in one body, forever tethered.
(7) how could i live without you? dark thinking,
(8) it will not pass, forever together.
(9) i laboured for so lo...
cleavage hastily covered
keys between fingers
how the males hovered
hungry eyes lingered
scraping for the top
nail polish deep red
pulled to an abrupt stop
glass ceilings meet head
bodies pushed and pulled
toys for the violent dogs
beaten then lovingly called
eyes blinded in rose fog
choices given at their avail
a whisper of his power
blindingly chasing tails
forgetting when to cower
...
hands run down
press into fine threads
comfort
tranquility
sewn so mindless
eyes that scour
everywhere but below
useless
futile
meaningless windows
i will be loved
undressed by fingers
sure
sturdy
eyes do not linger
for my face is true
not the garbs i wear
inferior
unworthy
wild breaths in my hair
they will be thrown
discarded to floors
unfeeling
uncaring
drifting to new shores
...