Mamma you are so strong

Mamma we have that bond

Mamma you are my bestfriend

Mamma I will be there till the very end

Mamma I love you

Mamma I can't believe what you have been through

Mamma you make me proud

Mamma I will always want you around...

You never asked but it's getting bad

You never asked but I feel like I'm mad

You never asked but I just want it to go away

You never asked but I'm fed up of the pain...

It used to be much easier to forgive than to forget

But now l would rather forget it ever happened at all

I'm fed up of the flash backs and panic attacks

I never wanted you near me

You changed my life

But not for the better

So no I don't forgive you

When l have forgotten you exist at all...

Your love is like an arrow laced with poison

Here you are laughing now my heart is broken

You said you loved me then took it back

I want to go back to what we had

I thought my heart was safe with you

But you took that arrow and pushed it right through

My love for you will never change

I just wish you felt the same...

I always give one last chance

But one turns into a dozen

You promised to change

I promised to not take you back

While l thinking of you

You was thinking of being in someone else's bed

You convince me that you love me

I try to convince myself it's true

All l wanted was a happy ending

All you wanted was her

So yes l will give you one last chance

One last chance to leave...

Everything comes in waves

Feelings and thoughts attacking me

I'm trying to be brave

I just don't want you to see

My reality is a nightmare

I don't want to close my eyes

My life isn't fair

If you could see you would be surprised

I just want my own family

But my dreams are no big deal

The feelings come back randomly

It was all becoming real

Again!...

If only l could fake a smile so easily

If only I didn't care what people think of me

If only depression wasn't a thing

If only every angel had its wings

If only l could talk to the above

If only the world was filled with love

If only everyone lived forever

If only we could all be together

If only......

He knew she was the one

When everything was going on

She stayed and prayed for him to be strong

He was used,abused and pushed aside

But she was always there being his guiding light

She held him tight when he cried

His name was always on her mind

They were made to be like two white doves

That was why he still believed in love...

Love is the lie that keeps us alive

Its a fire that burns from the inside

It makes you believe everything is true

But when it comes crumbling, what do you do

It fakes a smile

Just for a while

But then cracks show

That's when you know

Love is the lie that keeps us alive...

Life without you is like the moon without stars

Life without you is like Earth without mars

Life without you l never want to feel

Please tell me it wont become real

I need you like you need air

I don't want to imagine you not there

I love you more than words can say

I just hope you feel the same way...