It used to be much easier to forgive than to forget But now l would rather forget it ever happened at all I'm fed up of the flash backs and panic attacks I never wanted you near me
You changed my life But not for the better So no I don't forgive you When l have forgotten you exist at all
Your love is like an arrow laced with poison Here you are laughing now my heart is broken You said you loved me then took it back I want to go back to what we had
I thought my heart was safe with you But you took that arrow and pushed it right through My love for you will never change I just wish you felt the same
I always give one last chance But one turns into a dozen You promised to change I promised to not take you back
While l thinking of you You was thinking of being in someone else's bed You convince me that you love me I try to convince myself it's true
All l wanted was a happy ending All you wanted was her So yes l will give you one last chance One last chance to leave
Everything comes in waves Feelings and thoughts attacking me I'm trying to be brave I just don't want you to see
My reality is a nightmare I don't want to close my eyes My life isn't fair If you could see you would be surprised
I just want my own family But my dreams are no big deal The feelings come back randomly It was all becoming real
Again!
If only l could fake a smile so easily If only I didn't care what people think of me If only depression wasn't a thing If only every angel had its wings
If only l could talk to the above If only the world was filled with love If only everyone lived forever If only we could all be together
If only...
He knew she was the one When everything was going on She stayed and prayed for him to be strong
He was used,abused and pushed aside But she was always there being his guiding light She held him tight when he cried His name was always on her mind
They were made to be like two white doves That was why he still believed in love
Life without you is like the moon without stars Life without you is like Earth without mars
Life without you l never want to feel Please tell me it wont become real
I need you like you need air I don't want to imagine you not there
I love you more than words can say I just hope you feel the same way
