Onward I push View obscured Early in this dreary morning Remember all that was left at the bottom The memories we forget at the top Heavy is the door above Eternal the pain below Havoc races behind Impatiently waiting for the sunrise at the top Lustful for the chance of freedom Lasting peace at the top of this hill
“He’s so fat” “I hate him so much” “He’s so quiet” “He’s so weird”
Like a fly on the wall I hear my insecurities Inside my head they crawl Shining on all of my impurities
Such is the fate of a fly on the wall To hear all that will hurt him All the words that cause him to fall They form a hurtful hymn
Crying and pain A normal human emotion Yet in our life they cause so much commotion They bring so much strain
In the past week I’ve seen several different breakdowns And after all of it my heads just pounds I feel so weak
There’s only so much I can do Only so much I can say Only so much I can take
So how do I get it through to you This is not the game I want to play If I continue I will break
Every tear you shed sparks a fire in my chest. Every word you speak drowns my heart Your soul now put to the test For we are now being torn apart
Your eyes rush like a river My eyes stay bone dry So much I want to give her But I can’t no matter how hard I try
Now I being put to rest Suffocating while my mind lies You’ve always given me your best Pull me down with these blackened ties
Sitting alone can be exhausting But sitting alone with other people is worse Here I sit alone with my best friend As a silence bleeds through I feel an odd sensation Not an awkward feeling But one of comfort
Yet when I sit alone with others I feel so solitary Like a flower alone in a field I sit surrounded by people yet alone in my mind
Our love is unspoken. Well I guess now it is spoken. For I’m writing this poem about you. You bring me joy in my darkest nights, And you brighten my smile each morning.
My love you and I, I hope are forever For without you my emotions go away Without you, my love, I am nothing. Just an empty shell. With no way to express myself. Without you my walls build up so high.
Before I found you, my love. I cried and cried till I could not cry anymore. I was mocked and maimed till the point of breaking. But with you my love I feel at home. Before you I couldn’t mutter a sentence to anyone about how I felt.
My love, I speak through you. I love through you. It is with you that I feel whole. Without you I would end up alone. So thank you my love
I fell in love I was so young back then Her skin like a dove But to be with her seemed like a sin It could have worked out her and me We could have been together But I was scared to see What if we could be forever Every time I saw you I would shake In the end, we only regret the chances we didn’t take.
I walked into the room with my parents. Face red and ready to fight. Waiting for the opportunity to present. I may be different, not in face or hight But by my soul to them I will now show. I hope in time they will not mind. Waiting for my fate of crow. My eyes are wet, I want them to be kind. But instead they show there true colors. We scream for what seems like forever. I look to see the face of my mother. She says to me we will get through this together.
