i was quiet, but i was not blind to
the countless words and phrases
thrown to distract me from your trust,
with fear and anger
the house was built for myself
the duality in this relationship
was made to rekindle our trust
our trust in God, our trust in this plan
my trust in _you_
turned into anything but heaven-sent....
to be a pessimist is nothing but a thought
with feelings of hopelessness and calamity
or desperation and sanity
of fear or a mind of grief that is distraught
to a delicate mind who fought
the creation of death with bloodshot
eyes to only prove his humanity
improvising his ways of optimistic christianity
of one moment perspiring of a fatal gunshot
when one of himself is of great despair
h...
an absence of the mind can only lead to serotonin
when your words no longer caress the lips of my sympathy
you are an idol in the sun that consumes the void of my darkest days
truly, the purest image of myself
without the water and the herbs, i would be nothing
without you, i would be nothing...
