He was the outsider, and I was the student.

we met for the first time at a party my classmates had invited me to. We talked for a bit then he stopped. Maybe he was just nervous? Maybe I was talking too much? Or maybe he’s not interested? He was tall, pretty dark eyes, cute red lips, he was way out of my league.

For a minute I wanted to just stop talking and move on. Even tho we just met, I just...

What have I done wrong? Why don’t they like me mother?

“Because you’re different and when you’re different others tend to treat you differently.”

(Mother giggled while running her hands through her daughter’s hair)

Is it a crime to be different?

(She asked in a somber tone)

No, it’s never a crime, they’re just scared of the things you can do.

(Later that night)

I went out in the forest when e...

Everything starts at home.

Life, your Manners, Respect, Education, Love itself.

Whether you don’t have no life at home, no respect, no love, you will always find it some other place that might not be home.

When you don’t feel loved at home, and so you get all that from someone else, you see them differently , you might feel bonded, so you get close to them. Which some call it “attachment issues ...

“If you didn’t like him, why does it bother that he moved on?”

Because he was the one guy that actually liked me.

He understood me, he…. He respected me, he listened to me, he defended me, even if I was ungrateful.

“Then why didn’t you choose him?”

I don’t know….. I guess because I neglected him.

I judged him too much , I judged the way he looked, the way he dressed.

And my friends didn’t like ...

“You fell in love once, you will fall in love again. Maybe this time it would be better, better expectations, much more romantic.”

To me love is just another torture of life.

You can always fall in love more than once, but why? Why must you get your heart broken over and over again just to find happiness?

Nothing lasts forever. At one point or another no matter how hard you try, it will hurt so ...