🍋 smiley jaycie☀️

I don’t know if you could tell but I love being happy :) I write poetry and love making other people happy as well as myself! This is the same account as Jaycie just on my phone so if u can follow my main that would be lovely!!!

🍋 smiley jaycie☀️

Invisible

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1 min read

I thought I was a ghost to you, Something of a dream, wisps not true

But now I know you see me, I’m more than just a little thing

I didn’t know you thought of me that way, But I’m not complaining, I’m celebrating, hey!

I’m so excited about all this stuff I feel It seems abstract, almost, like it’s not real

I never thought you would choose to like me But I’m glad you did, now we’ll see

Dreaming

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1 min read

I thought I was dreaming But I am awake Thought my feelings were teeming Turns out they weren’t fake

Because he likes me too Oh my gosh who knew Three months of dreaming And figuring out feelings

But it’s finally here It has felt like a year Since I’ve first looked at you My heart grew wings and flew

Could you say I’m in love? No that’s not enough This guy, he’s indescribable Like he just walked out of a bible

He’s his mommas boy, With the ruffled blonde hair Just how I like them Kind, funny, someone who cares

I know he’s got plenty of options I feel like I could only win him in an auction But.. he likes me! I never thought it could be

I was just tearing myself down When I should be building myself up I should smile, not frown Because to him, I am enough

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Poetry

Romance

Inner Beauty

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1 min read

Rose will display her thorns And Daisy carries scorn

Little Lily sometimes stumbles There’s Peony, who’s not so humble

Dandelion ain’t too dandy And Violet isn’t sweet like candy

Every beauty has its flaws So you can just lay down the law

You’re so incredibly amazing So darling please stop crying

Nobody is flawless And everybody’s a mess

So stop judging yourself And start loving yourself

Poetry

DAILY THOUGHTS

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ugh Stupid alarm I Don’t Want To Get Up.

Screw this Whatever I will just get ready Hopefully something happens Like my arm decides to break While I put on my mascara And then I won’t Have to go To School.

Shut up alarm I thought I turned you off I am so on edge this morning Just like every morning Because school Is a pit of unrelenting torture I don’t know where I heard that I heard it somewhere Oh From my play Which I have on Wednesday Ah freak out freak out And then the contest is on Friday One acts can’t be more than 40 minutes On The Dot.

I can’t fake being pregnant I will probably flirt wrong I will mess up the strained walk Hand on my back Ugh I am not A good Nadine

It doesn’t help that my crush Has a wife in the play He draws his “gun” on her I hope he shoots her And notices me The 13 year old pregnant gal (Not actually) With the sexy flats That aren’t actually sexy Or that he’s a year older than me Two if we’re counting

Ugh I want to go home Homeeeee Seems like a dream Screw school I want to run for president And then I can ban school For a little while anyways

Ten more years of school Maybe more than I can handle Ughhhhh ugh ugh I can’t wait for college I want to go to A&M Go Aggies!!!! I can’t wait to share an apartment With my best friend If she hopefully decides To also go to A&M And then we can buy a bus And renovate the inside And travel all over the country But not for a few years Because of school

Ugh This is just rambling Like anyone cares about my Random but synchronized thoughts Anyways Lol.

Life Without You

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1 min read

Life without you Would be something else I don’t know how I feel I can’t believe I’ll go next year without you Do you want me? I can’t tell Because you hug other girls that are actually pretty Unlike me I’m not pretty I should have never thought it for even a second You never liked me because I guess I’m not worth it to you And I guess I’m not enough for you Did you really ever consider it Or was I just your backup plan What am I doing wrong I thought you looking at me was a sign Seems like I’m just bad at reading signals I wish I wasn’t I wish I knew But I guess it’s better to not get my hopes up on something not true I guess I wasn’t enough I guess my hearts just rough Around the edges Like me