What is the meaning? What is my purpose? What is this feeling? Is there any way this can get worse? I’m in despair,no feeling has ever compared 21 and i still feel link a child In terms of maturity I feel like I’m wild Some things I’m desensitised to Thinking I’m used to this, it’s what I always do But I’ve never considered the possibility That this mentality is just a part of me The mentality is because of my past Because I haven’t matured this feeling will last And what are humans without making progress? Am I a human if I’m feeling stagnant Why do I feel I only regress I don’t feel I can, but only can’t