i never really count the new year as a new beginning. it is reality wise but, really not physically or mentally. people believe that they can start new but really it’s just suddenly that this ‘new start’ is the motivation they were looking for. i think that by society putting this new year as a time for resolutions is ridiculous. like, why do we need a date to change what we don’t like about ourselves like the diet and lose weight resolutions. or a time to change the way we act. or really anything why do we have fresh starts and new beginnings in only the beginning. if there is something that you want to change then do it. don’t wait til new year’s day. life is short, live your life to the fullest and the best way you want to.

it all stopped we weren’t going to make it it was over i would have to say goodbye i cried a lot she held me it’s really my fault i should have done better it’s my fault we had to end it well i said goodbye i still talk but just to talk you don’t i think i’m annoying you i still love you i will never stop but really i feel hurt so this year will be the real goodbye you will really have to leave for college evil college it first took my sister and now you i didn’t want to lose either but you mean more well i will chose to not lose you i will fight for something i always wanted and that will be to be loved