not yesterday, I was awake

tomorrow, I won’t be here

now is the time...

and I’m still lost in the

mist of your dreams....

I was told

when sky is not clouded

winter is cold

and life is colder

rushing stream of emotion,

along with

huge boulders of affliction

in the pang of separation

from her,

freeze to numbness

It was not wrong

and she was not along

when the sky is sunny

the sun is indifferent

remotely showering warmth of love;

emotions are still and stagnant

waiting for her warmth

to disappearance...

Let’s depart then, you and I

When you are no more this earth

And I no longer a sky

Let’s move far away to a place

Where our nights are restless

And days pass in solace

Let’s take refuge in a blackhole

Where I won’t escape you

Where space is closed as if time froze

We becoming one and whole

With this cosmos!...

loneliness, shattered dreams, broken promises and many heavy such others things

she threw on me

but my load bearing heart

took them all to the bearing capacity

of ultimate strength....

My love will you ever be the same again

When I was thirsty you downpoured like rain

May be you've turned over a new leaf but you're not the same

The fire still burning inside me is only your flame

Will you change forever and forget everything

Love has turned blue now it means nothing

You remained a mystery a sudden history

Closed book of blank pages, no sophistry

My days are dark as dark as ...

Sun is setting in the east

Now he will rise in the west

East is no longer the east

Now east is a phoney land as it manifests

West is frozen and stagnant in logic and reason

Waiting for Sunbeam to melt it's ice

shedding its materially clad tattered skin

In the very search of the lost paradise

Look at the east and its spineless feeble body

with morbid mind that only knows

clinging on to st...

Intensify your all the yeses and Nos

in one flame of fire

Magnify your thirst and hunger

without repressing desire

Identify your weakness and strength

Keep watching yourself at an arms length

Demystify your soul and declassify your secrets

Incinerate the ugly guilt and burn down regrets

Slip by into the unknown, even if you’re alone

Bask in the glory of fire inside fully grown...

I can’t hold my feelings anymore now

She is overflowing through me now

She is a flower and I’m her fragrance now

My heart can’t hide her anymore now

She is the lighting flame in deep dark

valley of my heart

She is closer and far apart

Her light radiates through me now

My ears listen her silence now

She is full of mysteries and secrets

And a treasure of priceless assets

Listening her silence i...

her silence is cold

so cold that makes my heart stop cold

so cold that makes me out cold

that cold!...

nowhere to nowhere

or nowhere to now here

it’s a journey of mind

and I’m in between somewhere

locating the position and my imagination

wandering all over here and there

it’s a journey of a brain

pleasure yet full of misery and pain

when dreams evaporates and thoughts dissolve

mind is on the way to evolve...