I used to float through life

It was just a blur of events

Nothing I ever cared about

After all,

Nothing ever cared about me

But then you stumbled in

You came into my life

And wouldn't leave

You cared about me

And it was nice

You opened up my eyes

I found things I cared about

Life wasn't just a blur

You held my hand

And I wasn't floating anymore

I was scared of feeling

I didn't want to car...

too loud

too many sounds

i need to go

need to get out

out

I run

trees

trees all around

my thoughts

my thoughts slow down

down

I sit down

feel the ground

hard ground

sticks and rocks

leaves

dirt

I look up

i see the sun

the sky

the clouds and the birds

i see leaves of trees

trees

I breathe...

this can't be real

we talked just yesterday

you were fine

well

i guess i should have known that wasn't true

i've known you for too long to fall for that

but i still did

and now you're gone.

It's my fault and i should've known

i knew you were suffering

i should've known this could've happened

i should've told someone

and i didn't.

it's my fault you're gone...

I know that I have to go

But I can't make my feet move

I don't know how to leave you

Our lives have been so intertwined

You've changed mine so much

I hope I've helped yours be just a bit easier

I know how hard it is for you

And everything you've gone through

Please stay alive while I'm gone

I love you...