In your arms, I found my home

A home made of paper

That tore down with time

Perhaps I could’ve built something stronger

Or maybe, I should´ve brought the pieces back together

Only time will tell...

I sat on the bench,

The one on the blue street where I met you, for the first time

I’m waiting for you to come

It’s been 5 years…and counting…...

I was happy, when I met you for the first time.

The sun lighting up your skin,

Your smile beautiful as a sin,

And your hair flowing with the wind,

I almost had you,

Almost! When I pushed your body into mine,

And whispered “we were meant for each other”

You almost loved me,

When I lifted you up when you were sad,

When I held your hand, and promised I would stay

We almost fell in love,

We alm...

As your arms wrapped around my body,

I thought to myself, what more do I need?

Feelings of love, feelings of safety consumed my body

Breaking down every rational thought I had

I heard the tone of your voice,

And every single word you said

And thought to myself,

Is this coming from the same body I hold every night?

My stomach dropped and suddenly, I lost my words

How long was I blind?

The idea o...

Is it love when I gasped for air?

Was it hate when you saw it and let me die?

Is it love when even in pain I thought of you a million times?

Was it hate when not only once I saw you cry?

Is it love when I’ve sworn I’d live for you

Was it hate when you brought me back to life and left me, so you could watch me die?

Is it love, when I loved you every day of my life?

Was it hate when you couldn’...

I woke up in the morning, with an empty bed and an empty heart.

Since you’ve been gone, there’s nothing left for me to live for

What did I do wrong? I ask myself, while trying to replay our story in my head.

Why wasn’t I enough?

I gave you all the love I had, and now im lying in my bed,

With the tears running down my face,

Trying to Imagine a future that will never come

Where I wake up every morn...