He was once my light, my air and fire, the one person that could bring me to life But now there he was, the lover I could no longer recognise He gave me everything and even though it is heartbreaking I am most grateful for letting me go He was my anchor, my healer, but once the seasons passed The beast came to life The anger, the disappointment all tucked deeper within your soul I feared losing you But when I saw the scars you left on the girl who just wanted to feel worth it I chose to let you go

I won’t ever forget how one night I went to sleep after talking to my friend and the next morning I woke up with a strange hole in my heart. After seeing him with her, reality hit me.. After some time, though you told me that you thought about perusing me into a relationship, but couldn’t bring yourself to hurt me.. I never told you and never will but the moment your baby blue eyes started to tear after telling me you choose to let me go I felt so worthless and used, it was like I wasn’t worthy of your love. But that is the thing about love, right? The addictive passion your eyes burn mine with, the way your face darkens when you are jelous and all those sweet poisonous touches.. That’s why we are just friends, because the control you seek, will never be able to tame me..