You sullied our marriage bed
To avoid your inner pain
All for a fleeting rush of dopamine
You say it was just a midlife crisis…
In which I was just collateral damage,
As Your words and actions were irrevocably savage
Mistake Vs. Choice?
Mistakes just happen…
It was your choice to cheat and abandon...
Did you forget her name?
Did you forget her face?
Did you forgot her passionate embrace?
You said it meant nothing
That it was a mistake
Did you bring her to orgasm or did she fake?
Did you enjoy it?
Did she?
Was it better with her or with me?
You say you forgot her name?
Yet nothing will ever be the same
You seem to be full of forget
When you should be full of regret…
You may have for...
I tried so hard to solve you
To become your missing piece
And so my bids for attention
Continued to increase
Each time I found a piece
You took one of mine away
Instead of trying to solve me
You ignored me more each day
I wanted more than you wanted to give
I wanted all of you
To have, to hold, to cherish,
To inspire and imbue
We were 2 puzzle pieces
That appeared to fit together
But what ...
I gave you my everything,
But you left me with nothing
I gave you my everything
Yet you perceived it as nothing
I asked you for what was noble and true
But you gave me lies
I guess the devil gets his due
Because now you I despise
I came to you broken…
And Without a care
you shattered me
With no hope of repair
I asked for your presence
But you left me to escape uncomfortable feelings
As I f...
I lost you 27 years before
As I boarded a plane, and walked through the door
Of my new life, but knowing memories with you were core
Aunt Mitra you were my second mom
Yet my parents separated us without a qualm
You loved me unconditionally, and were to my soul a balm
I mourn the loss of what could have been,
A confidant through my teenage years
A friend to lean on and share my tears
A grand...
“If I am honest with my self, I am imbued with enigma and paradox”
Never did I waver…that’s a load of bollocks
Antithesis… “Anne- Tiffy—us” is my middle name
I never say never I proclaim!
Paradox is my main attraction
You won’t ever be able to predict my reaction
Ambiguity gives me greater traction
So I’ll say it first to prevent satisfaction…
“When I am honest with my self, I am imbued with...
A constant burden, but never an inconvenience,
There is time enough they say, but do they mean it?
Encouragement is swift, but deflection is faster
A helping hand feels like charity to some, but verity for others
Your pain is everyone’s burden but no one’s responsibility
Everyone says you look great…. So you can’t look otherwise.
Fulfilled duty, but an emotional wasteland
Walking through a ...
The day I realized I loved you was…
The day I took your hand in mine
Feeling I would be forever thine
Like a wave smoothing out glass
Turning me rose colored en masse
Our eyes locked in an eternal embrace
And gave me a feeling that I could never erase
Love came easy, but is hard to maintain
Some seasons a dessert and others were pouring rain
Like a wave crashing on the shore,
simultaneously c...
Rooted in Gods Word or rooted in His Love?
Deciphering which one shows what you’re made of
Are you a tree planted by streams of water, or a sycamine tree?
One yields the fruit of bitterness the other of jubilee
Nourished by living water, or the rules of the Pharisees?
Growing in grace, or in religion of weeds?...