You took a gun and shot me in the heart
And as I lay bleeding
You refused to give me the medical attention I was needing
Instead…
You gave me a needle and thread
And said…
Hurry! Sew yourself up!
And I said: what the fuck?
I sewed myself up in a tidy little bow
So that no one would know
On the inside I was slowly bleeding out
My heart was shattered into a 1000 piece puzzle...
My tears pour like rain,
Is there a purpose for all this pain?
I don’t want all this destruction to be in vain
May my tears imbue the land and stain
The earth with their memory of bane
The earth is a witness to my heartache
My tears have memory and validate
My story, the truth
Each teardrop holds a piece of my story
And encapsulates in bitter glory
Because water is living
It sustains li...
You sullied our marriage bed
To avoid your inner pain
All for a fleeting rush of dopamine
You say it was just a midlife crisis…
In which I was just collateral damage,
As Your words and actions were irrevocably savage
You made me think I was the problem
You began to blame and gaslight
Avoiding intimacy, connection and a fair fight
In your attempt to
Mistake Vs. Choice?
Mistakes just happen…
I...
Did you forget her name?
Did you forget her face?
Did you forgot her passionate embrace?
You said it meant nothing
That it was a mistake
Did you bring her to orgasm or did she fake?
Did you enjoy it?
Did she?
Was it better with her or with me?
You say you forgot her name?
Yet nothing will ever be the same
You seem to be full of forget
When you should be full of regret…
You may have for...
I tried so hard to solve you
To become your missing piece
And so my bids for attention
Continued to increase
Each time I found a piece
You took one of mine away
Instead of trying to solve me
You ignored me more each day
I wanted more than you wanted to give
I wanted all of you
To have, to hold, to cherish,
To inspire and imbue
We were 2 puzzle pieces
That appeared to fit together
But what ...
I gave you my everything,
But you left me with nothing
I gave you my everything
Yet you perceived it as nothing
I asked you for what was noble and true
But you gave me lies
I guess the devil gets his due
Because now you I despise
I came to you broken…
And Without a care
you shattered me
With no hope of repair
I asked for your presence
But you left me to escape uncomfortable feelings
As I f...
I lost you 27 years before
As I boarded a plane, and walked through the door
Of my new life, but knowing memories with you were core
Aunt Mitra you were my second mom
Yet my parents separated us without a qualm
You loved me unconditionally, and were to my soul a balm
I mourn the loss of what could have been,
A confidant through my teenage years
A friend to lean on and share my tears
A grand...