there is

beauty

in unconcsiousness

even when

dreams become

nightmares

and clouds

block out

the stars

there is

beauty

in unconcsiousness

because

the dark

is never

as

scary as

it seems...

You love him,

Don’t you?

More than you love

Anything

He makes you happy,

Doesn’t he?

Happier

Than I ever have

He lets you really smile,

Doesn’t he?

Brighter and better,

Than I ever had

Why can’t you

Love me?

More than you love

Him

Why can’t I

Make you happy?

Happier

Than he ever has

Why can’t I

Make you smile?

Brighter and better,

Than he ever had

What if

You loved me?

More than

Him

What if...

I love you.

I love you more than you will ever love.

I love you, even as you rant to me about how much you love your boyfriend.

I love you, even when I know that you do not like me like that.

I love you, even though I know that I will never be the first person you come to.

I love you even though I would prefer to be in a QPR than an actual relationship.

I love you more than I love anythi...

_Dearest Adeline,_

_It has been awhile, hasn’t it? I believe about six months. _

_Not even a whole day and night after you left me at daybreak did the suitors start lining up. I told them that I had to finish my latest portrait of my mother before I chose one of them. _

_I haven’t started painting. _

_I would rather lie than be another’s queen. _

_I hope one day you’ll come back to me, that ...