Mornings of cinnamon-fried donuts
Days of sweaty foreheads and rosey cheeks
Evenings of dancing barefoot across cool grass
Nights of fire-smoke and charcoaled hands
Moments that flew by as quickly as they came
Life was timeless
Until an overbearing cat
Laid itself on my chest
It’s weight making it hard to breathe
To dream
I enjoyed the solitude it gave
But I hated the complacent comfort it created
It’s purr cooled the hatred into numbness
Each purr caused it’s claws to sink into me a little more
My thoughts became incoherent; stagnant
Dust-filled air clouded a dim-lit room
It’s fur left me itching at my skin until it bled
Reminding me that I was still alive
Yet only as a shell of myself
Moments flew by, unnoticed, as quickly as they came
Mornings of hollowed-eyed stares in the mirror
Days of cold feet and picked-at-skin
Evenings of pacing across dead confidence
Nights of burnt-loathing and restless thoughts
The cat dragged in
A flower
That wilted before ever being fully bloomed