Today I called you on the phone…

I hadn’t even noticed you weren’t home,

Just started letting it all out…

The second I heard the end of the dial tone

Today I called you on the phone…

And I never felt more alone

Then when I realized you weren’t talking back…

And my worst fears were shown

Lonely isn’t where I like to me

My biggest enemies

Are my mind and me

When will I be set free?...

Say it isn’t so…

You come and you go.

It’s always one way on the phone…

And I always end up alone....

I hope it stings

Every single time you think about me

I hope you choke on your words

Every single time you think to speak to me

Most importantly I hope it burns

When it finally sets in that your lost to me

I’m top shelf

But I guess you’re used to the bottom of barrels

And I would have left it alone

If she didn’t show me her talons

Call me bitter if you please

But you should have let it b...

I sat back and watched …

As you stole my light…

Thought myself in love…

So I didn’t put up much of a fight…

Cuz you were it for me

Crazy how you did me so dirty…

But a dog always knows…

Where he hides his favorite bone…

I left you alone

Left you in peace

But you get off

Every time you shake up

My feelings

You look like you’re a man

But truly you’re a beast

What is it that you want from me? ...

A thorn in my side

Puff up your ego

While you try to steal all of my pride

Haven’t you taken enough from my life?

You don’t want me that’s perfectly fine

I’ll sleep quite okay at night

You may have left

But let me be perfectly clear

I’m the one who got away

And I was alright

But now I am angry

So sit back and watch

What I do out of spite....

So we’re being petty?

You don’t like that I’m upset?

Or that I’m angry?

So what?

You try to sensor me?

As if I don’t have a right to feel EVERYTHING I’m feeling?

Please.

And then you have her message me?

What was that supposed to do?

Other then to cause some animosity…

Was that the goal?

Don’t like what I write?

Don’t read it.

It’s as simple as that.

So, you tell her everything?

Guess wha...

I hide in plain sight

Always somewhere in the side lines

Cheering you on

With all of my might

Except you don’t see me

A ghost with too much feeling

And I wonder if under it all

You can sense me

I wonder

If you ever look for me

Longing for you like this

Makes me feel foolish

Because I know

That beneath the surface

You never meant for it

To turn out like this...

I’ve said it before and I’ll say it again

You were never my friend

Claimed to love me and want me

But all you did was cause me misery

Transformed my whole perception of reality

It’s truly a shame really

Would have done anything for you in a second

Instead you became my biggest lesson...

I tasted you on my tongue

Mad about you

And foolish enough

To believe it was really love

I held you above nearly all else

Felt things I’ve never felt

But there are just some emotions you can’t fight

When the truth finally comes to light...

Dead roses

Still smell pretty

They offer a sort of beauty

That most people don’t see

So Does that mean there’s still hope for me?...