I used to believe that hope bred eternal misery.
Because of all the pain held in the pages of my history.
But that thought only weakened my perception,
Hope is the teacher and strength is the lesson.
The choice to change my reality, brings an unsettling feeling to my soul,
Like a brighter day isn’t deserved and might actually bring more of a toll
But I chose it despite the uncomfortable feeling i...
Trapped inside my house mentally,
Leaving my physical body to follow in it’s lead.
Convincing myself that outside air is all that I need to succeed.
I move swiftly, fearful that if I linger for too long
Motivation will decrease.
One foot after the other, I dive deep into the trees ahead
I bring chaos with me, even though I tried to leave that under the covers of my bed
I sink into the grass, an...
Externally i’m a combination of fake smiles and broken communication,
internally i’m a world wind of nature and child like hallucinations.
I invite very few into my internal forest
for, the flowers are fragile and the trees like to sing repetitively in chorus.
Occasionally I feel as if my internal forest is empty due to the lack of people,
but am always reminded that not everyone is prepared for...