We met at church. Which is kind of weird to find love at especially gay love. It all started with a church sleepover. You were talking about this person that you dated and I asked if they were a girl or boy and you hesitated not knowing if I was homophobic or not. You told me it was a girl and I told you I liked girls. Later that night we went bowling and you kept harassing me. When we finally wen...
I cry then I cut. Three cuts on my wrist. Swollen and sore. I try to hide them. No one has asked if I’m okay. I’m not and I need help. I need someone to be here for me and take away my burdens. The voices keep telling me that I’m not good enough and that I should give up. Help me…...
The constant screaming in my head makes me want to end it.
Those words you said to me make me want to bleed out.
I want to stay strong but I can't.
Breaking down into my pillow.
Sliding off the wall onto the floor.
My knees are quivering so I can barely stand up.
My hands can barely type out a message for help.
I want to disappear.
Is it too late to leave?
Do I run away or face it head on?
Or do...
It’s been six months since you’ve passed. There is not a day that goes by that I don’t think about you. Your daughter is trying really hard to be good enough for all of us and I wish she knew that she is. It’s hard to watch her break down and cry. I wish you could be here. Your wife misses you. She got a job teaching to distract herself from the missing piece in her heart. You left to soon you nev...
If silence had a scent, it would smell like smoke filling the air and your lungs. It feels like the world is falling apart and I can't grasp reality. I want to stand up and make them stop but it would only make it worse. They're like snakes slithering around in my consciousness. - I'm going through some stuff right now and I'm going to take a break. ...
