I watched you in hallway I saw you everyday I was behind you in study hall

I built up the courage to say hi I felt like I was about to die When I tapped you on the shoulder

You turned around I said hi, then there was no sound "Who are you?"

I've been experimented on My entire life Or at least I think so

I'm stabbed with a needle And given poison And they see if I still stay

They throw rocks at me To see if I cry But I hide my pain inside

They mix chemicals behind my back Then lie about what they mixed And I drink it all

I think they're experimenting Just to see my reaction Because who hurt others for fun?

One minute I love you

Two minutes You love me back

Three minutes I'm unsure

Four minutes I want to leave

Five minutes I love you

Six minutes I don't know where I stand

Seven minutes I'm losing hope

Eight minutes You hold my hand

Nine minutes I'm lost again

Ten minutes ...I'm stranded

We're lonely together Well, not really together Your lonely there I'm lonely here We feel alone Like we have no friends But we do We have eachother Because if no one else will pick me In a room full of people You will And you won't make me feel bad For my beliefs or what I like And you don't make insults disguised as jokes I'm alone here Your alone there So we're lonely, together Because my only really friend Is you

Lost Friendship Constant fights Blaming others I used to help you The drama didn't stop You always played the victim Started meaningless fights weekly Said you "couldn't say no to people" Sorry we all got tired of your crp

When does a man become a monster? A man that hurts you with his words With his hands Roams free A man your afraid of A man that cheats Is still human A man that leaves bruises A man that makes you feel your worst Moves on like normal He is not a monster to everybody So when does a man become a monster?

(I promise I do not relate to this at all do not worry this is just trying to imagine how people who suffer with this feel)

I bite the hand that feeds me So that maybe it will let me starve Because if I don't starve How do I get skinny If I don't starve how do I avoid the comments Nothing else will work And if I eat I will grow So I'll starve Starve to become pretty Because it seems pretty is all that matters

Sometimes less is more Like a handwritten letter for your birthday It feels like more than a meaningless item Like smoking cigarettes The less you smoke the longer you live Like being in a relationship It seems the more I care The less you care

Salt in the air Waves crashing Smiles everywhere Children laughing

We jump the waves together One by one Best friends forever Having so much fun

Cover each other in sand Taking tons of pics Our skin dark and tanned Looking out at all the ships

We collect shells in bottles And white beach rocks Looking in the water with goggles Wearing sandals and crocs

In the sand we build castles and write our names With you brother and his friend Playing tons of beach games Before it has to end

We head to the boardwalk Look around and go in stores Far down we walk In and out of doors

We get matching shirts Get taffy from a beach shop And Ocean City sweatshirts We make a pizza stop

We eat pizza and fries Then head back to the car All with heavy eyes We have to drive far

After a few more days I fear I won’t see you for another yea

Love at first sight Seeing someone and knowing it's right Just one look at them and you know And you get this feeling from head to toe

It's not just thinking they're cute It's knowing that minute Knowing they're the one And true love has just begun

Then when you make eye contact Like you signed a secret contract To love them forever And ever and ever and ever

That's what happened when I saw you