I watched you in hallway

I saw you everyday

I was behind you in study hall

I built up the courage to say hi

I felt like I was about to die

When I tapped you on the shoulder

You turned around

I said hi, then there was no sound

"Who are you?"...

I've been experimented on

My entire life

Or at least I think so

I'm stabbed with a needle

And given poison

And they see if I still stay

They throw rocks at me

To see if I cry

But I hide my pain inside

They mix chemicals behind my back

Then lie about what they mixed

And I drink it all

I think they're experimenting

Just to see my reaction

Because who hurt others for fun?...

One minute

I love you

Two minutes

You love me back

Three minutes

I'm unsure

Four minutes

I want to leave

Five minutes

I love you

Six minutes

I don't know where I stand

Seven minutes

I'm losing hope

Eight minutes

You hold my hand

Nine minutes

I'm lost again

Ten minutes

...I'm stranded ...

We're lonely together

Well, not really together

Your lonely there

I'm lonely here

We feel alone

Like we have no friends

But we do

We have eachother

Because if no one else will pick me

In a room full of people

You will

And you won't make me feel bad

For my beliefs or what I like

And you don't make insults disguised as jokes

I'm alone here

Your alone there

So we're lonely, together

Because my o...

Lost

Friendship

Constant fights

Blaming others

I used to help you

The drama didn't stop

You always played the victim

Started meaningless fights weekly

Said you "couldn't say no to people"

Sorry we all got tired of your crp...

When does a man become a monster?

A man that hurts you with his words

With his hands

Roams free

A man your afraid of

A man that cheats

Is still human

A man that leaves bruises

A man that makes you feel your worst

Moves on like normal

He is not a monster to everybody

So when does a man become a monster?...

(I promise I do not relate to this at all do not worry this is just trying to imagine how people who suffer with this feel)

I bite the hand that feeds me

So that maybe it will let me starve

Because if I don't starve

How do I get skinny

If I don't starve how do I avoid the comments

Nothing else will work

And if I eat I will grow

So I'll starve

Starve to become pretty

Because it seems pretty is ...

Sometimes less is more

Like a handwritten letter for your birthday

It feels like more than a meaningless item

Like smoking cigarettes

The less you smoke the longer you live

Like being in a relationship

It seems the more I care

The less you care...

Salt in the air

Waves crashing

Smiles everywhere

Children laughing

We jump the waves together

One by one

Best friends forever

Having so much fun

Cover each other in sand

Taking tons of pics

Our skin dark and tanned

Looking out at all the ships

We collect shells in bottles

And white beach rocks

Looking in the water with goggles

Wearing sandals and crocs

In the sand we build castles an...

Love at first sight

Seeing someone and knowing it's right

Just one look at them and you know

And you get this feeling from head to toe

It's not just thinking they're cute

It's knowing that minute

Knowing they're the one

And true love has just begun

Then when you make eye contact

Like you signed a secret contract

To love them forever

And ever and ever and ever

That's what happened when I saw you...